life lessons

hey everyone! it is 11.16 pm on a monday night and im online. yesterday night something happened to me. i was sick. my chest hurt, my face felt numb and i was all weak. i expected a long night ahead. so i prayed for 1)God to tell me why am i hurting and 2)for God to take away the hurt. i even did the steps loren cunningham's book(is that really You God?) said to do if you want to hear His voice. if i recall correctly, he said to 1) pray against any interruption from the enemy 2)pray to remove any selfish thoughts for bias towards any answer and 3)i dont know but i know there were 3 steps.
i waited. until i fell asleep.
i woke to an early moring this morning. it was 6am or something and i woke up with a really upbeat attitude. i didnt feel the pain from last night. i just felt really really happy. i didnt even recall last nights pain until just a while ago.
im also really grateful because to day i got to start a new sembo set. this time its a 1116 piece, multi storey apple building. im really excited to show you guys tomorrow!
it came in a really big box and i like opening big boxes. i even thought of getting a p.o. box for the fun of it. my dad used to have 2 p.o. boxes and it was really elite-cool.
i guess this is just to update you guys that im healing. also to give you guys some tips on how to take care of a grieving person.
1. you DO NOT relentlessly bring it up. see the fastest way of healing is to forget and how is she to do that if it is constantly brought up.
2. give them enough time. so some people take longer than others to get their life back on track. and it isnt fair if she is rushed.
3. dont tell them how difficult theyre being. again no one can comprehend the magnitude of their grief so if that person is being difficult, imagine this, you lost a million bucks and feel sad and go depressed for a bit but people scream at you to stop being sad, wouldnt that make you more sad.
4. be kind and compassionate.
im really young. like im only 10 years old. you guys probably didnt know that but yeah im only 10. sometimes you feel like yelling at the world who judges you, but remember that you dont have to agree with what your haters say. i know who i am and i am so freaking awesome that people get jealous. that is to be understood. people just cant accept the fact that they arent me and lash out. so im giving you guys a chance to make it up to me. if you feel like you have wronged me in the past or anything. send me an apology to my email and i will give you forgiveness.