surprise im still here!

hey beautiful world!! i have missed you so much and i havent been offline for this long since forever so officially i need to say a very grand hello. here goes: HEYYYYY!!
according to my immaculate memory, my last post was on Tuesday meaning im going to be typing for a while. on wednesday i missed school and i went for lunch with ma and then she picked me up again to get me to school because a teacher missed me so much and needed to see me that day and rewarded me with a super fun test about organic chemistry. i went home late that day and then i had a maggie dinner which was so good. thanks person who created maggie, but then youre evil cause the MSG did crazy things to my hair and skin so im a host to a dang pimple now. anyways that was about it.
on thursday i went to school, had a bio practical and totally aced it. then i had a lunch of tuna pasta and it was amazing.  later fought with my best friend over chemistry homework. story goes...she was like, 'i didnt do my homework so you probably didnt do it too' then i felt offended and then we were yelling but i checked she was right so we laughed it out in the end and now we're cool.
then we went to the lab for a chem practical and it was not to hard mostly because the same questions come out s=every single year. then my friend had an extra math class and i had to clean her bench for her which was a first because she normally helps me clean my bench but i got praise form my lab technician so that was cool. dinner was claypot rice with tomyam lala and that was soooo good and then i had honey tea and we went to rent ben-hur dvd. that night i couldnt find my chem text book so i thought it was at school but it wasnt there the next day when i checked and totally freaked out and i was so scared but i have senior's textbook now to use until i find mine and im praying that its soon.
on friday i had the same pasta for breakfast this time and it was just as yummy as it was the day before. i got really tired during a physics lesson but that wont surprise anybody. had lunch with my class and i had the best curry chicken in the history of curry chickens. okay legit i am so thankful for good food. then i played a badminton game with my friend, not the one i fake-fought with because she was absent that day. i got a poem from a teacher and that was cools. i actually went over to her house first, then we played for like an hour before i got tired and waited to go home at the staffroom. by then sissy was back from her kl trip and she was so much fun to have around we went to celebrate at a new sushi place. it was the cool high sophisticated conyevor belt sushi place that i like and they had pickled ginger which ma loved but i liked their fired wantons best. we picked pa up from the train station that night and had fried rice and noodles as a late night snack. sissy got us tea and pa got us chocolates and grapes so i am really happy with life hello!
next morning i had a mcd breakfast and the rest is all a blur. except when i went for a movie that night. me and ma went to see STORKS and it was the cutest movie ever!! so it's about storks -big whoop- and they used to deliver babies but they dont anymore so they deliver mail like a FedX. and they stopped delivering babies because they missed a baby delivery and she had to grow up among the storks and they dont raising humans that much so this human(orphan Tulip), is sorta a clutz and she accidentally activated the baby making machine which totally put a certain stork's promotion on the line and so they try to fix it by delivering the baby themselves and course they have to go through plenty of obstacles to get the baby sent right. the baby has pink hair by the way. i thought it was cute but ma pointed out something really smart: kids who dont get the science of where babies come from might get the idea that they actually came from a factory and was sent by a stork and they'll embarass themselves 5 years along the road in science class when they really learn reproduction of plants and animals. but cute movie, yummy popcorn.
today i woke to spicy fried beehoon noodles and i like noodles a lot so im happyyyy!!
we went to the mall to get a receipt checked out and then we went to get some balloons and a finger pointer for ma's birthday. it's an extended arm so she can use it for her lessons and also some backscratching. when we got home i did something i was dying to do for so long, i made my own candles with pa! they are so neat. ma and sissy will do theirs tomorrow. it was so much fun and incredibly easy. we didnt get the wax pallets that require melting, we got the wax beads which are colorful beads that will keep the fire burning like a regular wax candle! lunch was fried noodles again, you know my diet! for dinner we went a bit grand because all birthdays are a grand occasion. we went to a western place in a mall and they're sorta special because it's a restaurant in a high end super mart for all imported goodies. i had mac and cheese, ma had chicken, sissy had pasta and pa had fish and chips! they were all so good! the meal, perfect! we walked around, bought ma shoes, and had a cendul dessert. we went home after for gift opening and it was mighty fun!
we had a good laugh at the finger pointer. its already morning so i should get some shut eye but i will miss being online. see you in a bit. love my lovlies, goodnight

im orginal thank you

Hey gummy yummy! ive been lying on my yoga mat and now my notes are all on the floor but that's okay, i'll pick them later. i have so much chemistry work i plan to get done and i like getting things done! i woke at 8.15 and am so happy because there was french toast waiting for me and i made a cuppa coffee and it was bliss.
the house is so quite without sissy around but im happy because she's in the city and enjoying herself and i like her there cause it's fun for her. anyways im having much fun too. ma and i got sticker tattoos yesterday- mine's a panda and her's a rabbit! and they are so adorable. also we went to get ice cream yesterday before dinner and then a bento dinner after and i had a total of 3 eggs yesterday- one foe lunch, 2 in my bento and that was a lot even for an egglover like me. school ended late because i was having a blast doing a test i missed on monday. after that i left the office to find 2 of my classmates in a heated discussion with my homeroom teacher and they saw me and i just joined in. they were joining my bandwagon (honestly i am totally not surprised because as vain as it sounds i have always been a trend setter). they want out of school early too. meaning not finishing the school year but coming back for exams. now about the trend setter business, i always find people doing what im doing after ive done it like cutting my hair, and when i come up with a joke, it gets repeated infinite times by totally unfunny people but i dont get credited but it's okay, just shows that im original. now look, people want out of school too.
on monday night i went to a hairdresser with my mom and the dude totally commented that my hair's kinda thin and it got me feeling a little self conscious but then again i like myself a lot so whatever man. also i hate to admit i used to stereotype all men in the hair or fashion industry cause on tv they all sound possibly gay, not that there's anything wrong with that. the dude was just honest and he breathes hair so i will cut him some slack.
im going to prepare myself for lunch in a while but i have to bring up this new discovery i made thanks to ricegum on youtube. it's the huh challenge. gosh guys, i legit thought there was nothing more pointless than the condom challenge and the internet proved wrong. so how it goes is you randomly go up to someone, record their reaction to your insult and then end with you saying HHHUUHHHH! okay maybe it's funny if you did it to like a best friend and only your squad gets to see the footage but kids post this on internet for the whole world to see and some insults are really mean and the poor dude's reputation goes down the drain. i dont think that nice-ites are going to be trending any time soon on the internet, but then again guys the world doesnt have to know if your friend has no original teeth or a big butt. it's personal man.
for some reason my left ear is starting to hurt and im worried it's going to give a fever. lets not think about that. take care of yourselves ya. good day you lovelies

soaps and books

hey you gorgeous people!! i had a fun weekend and i was so engrossed in The Girl You Left Behind i couldnt separate myself from the couch long enough to do anything other than eat. this is possibly the first time im making an entry this early in the day but i am about to have a busy day at mi casa- Thanks Dora for teaching me spanish- so i will do this now and i feel so happy doing updates all the time. my sissy is leaving for the city in a few hours then it'll be just me and i dont know how to feel about that. it's going to be so much fun for her but then i'll miss her. gosh i'll just be numb toward any sentiments.
i should start my breakdown of friday+weekend about now.
on friday i went to school, played with my friend and that was about it. the action happened when i got home. i ate my rice, drank my honey water, watched glee with sissy and showered. the most fun of all, i made homemade soap. if you remember the list of my purchases i made while in kl last last week, i bought a soap making set at the craft store. i filmed myself doing it which i love doing but my camera is from the stone ages so it shut itself at the critical moment when i was adding the dye and the fragrant oil. that was one stress factor and another was i was working on the floor for maximum working space and the camera with the baby tripod has zero stability and i couldnt aim it downward without it falling into the soap mixture so i held it up with my feet. i worked on it until 5, and then went to my real happy place! Ipoh! we had the best dinner there in a mall. it's a korean restaurant we hadnt been to before but they had just renovated and we wanted to see what they are all about. it's pretty fancy and expensive but they have good food. we ordered grilled squid with veggies, a chicken bimbap and a kimchi bimbap. bibimbap is just a bowl of rice with a bunch of toppings and you stir them together and it's so good! it's like asian pizza! for drinks we had cinnamon tea and i didnt like it because the cinnamon smell was so overwhelming.
then we went to get a gift for my ol' homeroom teacher who just had a baby. i got her a baby bedtime book with sound effects when you press a button at the corner and it was so cute!! it was just puppy and kitten sounds and not so accurate but so so adorable.
at home me and sissy watched glee till bed time.
on saturday, i had a nestum breakfast. for lunch sissy went out so ma and i went to get sweet potato fries and nasi lemak. we met ma's former student and he told me about his math tutor who only takes his student by recommendation and he'll put in a good word for me! i thought that was really cool and that must be some elite tutor. im excited.
it rained after we got home and that was sad because we had planned to go to the fruit stall in the evening. then me and ma started on dinner. we had planned ham and bacon sandwiches but we found out that we were out on campbelle soup so we drove to the mall for soup and while we were there, we got korean instant noodles, beef flavored and and we had noodles along with sandwiches that night. i liked it and i loved helping make it.
me and sissy went to church that night and i went along with sissy's friends for supper and i had a chocolate drink before bed.
morning after, ma lovingly got me fried noodles for breakfast and i ate happy. i did some work after and then followed sissy to church at one. i hung around until 5, experienced my friend's driving for the first time and it was all okay.
i was wiped after that so ma treated us to kfc and we ordered a bucket and the chicken was so big, im having leftovers for lunch. we went home, packed and i wish so bad that we didnt have to leave. i worked on my video all last night and it only uploaded this morning so thanks wifi. you can check it out if you type DIY lavender soap into the search box.
yesterday night i had like a mini anxiety attack. i didnt see it coming because i had fun at church and it all okay. it hasnt happened in like 2 months but i had a bad headache, my hands were trembling and i was thinking all my dark thoughts at once and like always it centered around school and thats why im home if youre wondering. ive been meaning to mention it here for awhile but attempting to explain your fears is like being 30 and trying to tell your colleagues that you still pee on the bed. it's embarrassing, they'll ask what's triggering it and you cant explain why and they'll ask if you need help and you dont know if this 'help' will really help at all.
sissy has just left and i could really use a chocolate bar, though i cant explain my fears, i have a mantra that normally helps: you'll never be anyone else. you are an excellent person and you already are. i also regularly pray against curses or black magic.
that's going to be it for now and i love you lovelies. count the hours and make them count.

lab sessions

hello you with the internet! im using my bluetooth headphones and they work like a charm! you wouldnt guess it because it was so inexpensive, and a product from japan. retracing my steps, i just had a blackcurrant candy -my all time favourite sweet- and i just took a shower so i feel a little chilly now.
Dinner was the best: sushi! i had fried scallop sushi, salmon sushi and black pepper udon. good food! we went to the restaurant straight after school because ma had a meeting and i had to see the counselor for community college advice and it was all good. my last 2 periods of school were free periods and my friend wasnt around but i had earphones and the internet. lunch today was fried rice and i love fried rice only if ma makes it, else i think restaurant fried rices are often too oily. excellent lunch! first period today was bio in the lab and my friend and i totally embarrassed ourselves because the microscope was totally to smart for us. i plugged it in the socket and it didnt light up so my friend tried hers and it also didnt work so we switched tables and then they didnt work too and later she realized for both of us, the plug in the microscope side wasnt pushed in and after that they worked like magic and we felt silly. then again it's funny because it was the both of us.
yesterday i slept at 1am and i love being young now more than ever because i felt energized in the morning. i was working on a mind map for organic chemistry and there were so many reactions it took a while. halway through my work i thought, how would my life change if  had a hoverboard? i searched it up and it's trendy now so i would be the coolest kid on the block and possibly make more friends. it's crazy expensive so i would be put back a thousand bucks from my goal of having a million. it's a probably going to make fitter too because i would be visiting the park more often to rub in people's faces. point is it's cool but my big purchase now is a camera. im still counting on it.
i had to go home late too yesterday because i wanted to do an experiment in the lab and it was okay except i was counting on my friend to accompany me and i even carried her bag up a floor but she came, stayed for a minute and then left me with my tablet with my 12 songs. i had one song on replay: cancer by twenty one pilots. love it.
i should get to work and my headphones need charging. goodnight my lovelies

speechx

hola gorgeous people! i just ate a square of almond chocolate and i can feel the baby bits of nut stuck between my teeth. speaking of teeth, first thing this morning, my friend announced that she chipped a tooth with a fork during lunch the day before. and while on the subject of day-before(s), i missed school yesterday because i stayed up revising chemistry till 3am on a sunday night, and my get-ready-for-hel... erm i meant school -routine starts with waking at 6 which i successfully did but i was so drunk-tired that i couldnt see straight and fell so i worked from home yesterday and i thank God for a hard working spirit and sound mind that i can self study.
a fun discovery i had was that it's more fun to work with background sounds and it's exceptionally more fun when the background sound is an hour long motivational speech by this youtube channel: Your World Within. the discovery happened like this: i was watching interviews by my favourite DJ (also on youtube), ZachSang. then i got a little tired of it and i remembered my teacher last year remarking that i have a flair for speeches and i thought why not search up important speeches in history but then i found YWW and a speech compilation called DREAM and i liked it so much.
yesterday i had indian rice for lunch and i went out with the fam instead of getting a take away which i am so happy about, seriously no regrets. the food was good, i had rasam which is like indian soup and it was good. i worked till dinner which was yummy fried maggie. after dinner ma and i worked on a super secret form to send overseas and they had a lot of questions to ask in the form that i wont disclose here but what i did learn from completing the form was that my fam bought our house in 2005 and our car is 12 years old. we had Krispy Kreme doughnuts for supper and it was a fun time. also the doughnuts were the yummiest doughnuts in existence.
i woke up fresh and early today and i had an excellent breakfast thanks to ma because she made me special soft boiled eggs and i love to eat eggs. it was freezing in the morning as it was raining and i bundled myself at the dining table. when we reached the gates of school, i saw a kid in a cheongsam and it hit me that today was going to be some national day celebration in school. i wasnt informed and neither was my friend. the celebration was alright, not too festive, but a good reason to sit at the back of the hall and catch up with buddies after the holidays. classes were fun, i watched the life performance of close by chainsmokers with my friend and we agreed that the guy cant sing and he owes life to the discovery of autotuning.  after school ma had things to do so i couldnt go home till 4.30 which was okay just today because my friend stayed back too and we just hung out. when school was over, i got ice cream, buns and then went home. i showered, had dinner of curry fish, yummy!! it was so good and the curry was the best part. spicy food is just the bomb.
i'm half way through The Girl You left behing by jojo moyes and the story is so familiar. it's good, interesting, a real page turner but it seems to similar to a book by jodi picult: The storyteller. that was a good book. so good i chose to do a report on it for english class. i had an excellent way to explain the story, and i dressed as a nazi, with the swastika on my arm and everything. it was brilliant and everyone loved it.
im starting to feel thirsty from the chocolate so i guess i will you lovely guys tomorrow. miss ya

the longest weekend

hello you special person! i just had subway dinner and some sugarfree sweets as dessert. ive been dying to get online but i was away on holiday but im back now and that's excellent because i can post as much as i want here! school reopens tomorrow and that sucks but we all have our own battles to fight and maybe you like school but me? i'd rather be somewhere else in my thoughts. regardless, i hope everyone keeps a good spirit about the holidays ending, like i'll finally see my friend again.

here's a rough breakdown of my 3 days in the city:

friday we had an early start to catch the 9am train. woke up to scrambled eggs on toast and showered right after. dressed all pretty and got a cab to take us to the station. on the train i watched Avatar (the blue people one, not the nickelodeon show), and i finally get what the hype was about. it's an excellent movie, the animation was on point and the whole half human, half avatar thing concept is genius. the storyline, the climax, the science of it was flawless! and the morals and themes of it really made relevance to today's lifestyle, that men are greedy and nature is powerful thing that needs to be respected. when we reached kl we went straight to Pyramid mall to shop and got burger king for lunch. we had a nice seat at a table around a round balcony facing a pharaoh display. we walked around and i got a bottle of hard candy for myself which i left at my cousin's place. i spent a while at a few camera shops looking for a new camera to film my videos with. finally found one i really liked and it's way out of my budget. shocker. i guess the whole learning to edit and filmography was for nothing because camera's costs way more than they should and because the world is not advanced enough to realise that students need to be paid for being students. fun. i went to my aunt's place and i fooled around with the cousins until dinner which was at a fancy food court. it was the more expensive kind and i had some pasta, some chicken, some salad in a bowl and it was all fine but the best thing was my 100plus came in a mason jar and i love mason jars. 

the next day i went to funtopia with the cousins and it was partly fun partly not so. i tried my hand at rockclimbing and it wasnt so fun because i was really afraid of falling but it was worth a try. i would rock climb again if i were with all my adult friends and there were cute instructors around. then lunch at naughty nuri's which was this shrine to pigs and just eat pork, pork and more pork also you get intoxicated while at it with this wide beverage selection at the bar. then at 2.40 i met my high school best friend at midvalley for like an hour because i didnt drive. we sat at coffee bean and just talked and it was so much fun to meet her because i've missed her since like graduation. there we saw a couple of parents dressed exactly like their kids or kids dressed exactly like their parents and gosh what horrible trend that was. after that i just stayed in the room till dinner. i watched some videos, studied and tried to do an online test but the internet wouldnt allow that so that sucked. i was looking forward to it doing it. dinner was a simple one in the house and i went to get capri sun for a drink after.

today breakfast was a heavy one of a whole serving of fried noodles. i took a shower and said my goodbyes to the aunt. it was all uphill from there. dad took me to get krispy kreme which is excellent and i chose such cool flavours and ma bought me some boost juice which is just as excellent! fun!! i love them! we felt snacky and went to a cute beef noodle place but only dad had noodles, me and ma had porridge. it was yummy! we just sat at the store then used a gps to get to this super cool craft store, Craftiviti. i spent about rm80 there on a soapmaking kit, a candle making kit and a cute japanese umbrella you get to paint yourself. i plan on making videos on all the kits so look out for them though i have no quality camera to film them with. the candle making kit has 4 jars so i thought one for everyone in the fam! fun!! we'll all do it together.

then we went to the train station and i bought some sweets, a book(the girl you left behind by jojo moyes) and wireless headphones from a japanese store. we had tea at paparich and it wasnt the best but it was good toast, the drink and desert not up to par. we got on the train after and then hello life in ol' grey kampar.

i guess i should be packing my bag for tomorrow. fight the sadness guys, school's going to be over and once it is, you'll be able to do something you love everyday. like posting on my blog. goodnight and think happy because your mind is a playground. and if you allow the bad thoughts in, they'll never leave.

train ride prep

hey hey you you!! im so stoked for my adventure to the city tomorrow!! kuala lumpur guys!! the taxi's taking me and ma over to the train at 9.20 in the morning and we'll reach in about 3 hours. dad says we'll go straight to sunway pyramid from the station to shop and i super love kl malls! not that ipoh is lame but the malls do kinda give this lackluster vibe and in kl it's all spirit! im hoping to get my camera tomorrow(about time!).
i have 2 bags packed, one for clothes and the other is for my phone and cash and sweater because im not at the level of womanhood yet to be carrying a handbag. legit i think i travel light so i have few clothes packed and it's all going to be fine because i might buy a blouse or two there. i will wear my new shoes on the train but i'll have my flip flops packed in plastic so i dont have to be wearing shoes all the time. but then again having 2 pairs of footwear isnt traveling light. fine. i will just wear shoes everywhere for the next 3 days. thought of wearing my contacts on the train but we'll see if there's time for that in the morning. going to kl is fun but look out for a big overseas trip im planning for myself next year.
im twice more excited about tomorrow because yesterday not much happened but i did go to the bank and the pet store and that was about that. we got hamster her anti mite spray and it smells really sweet.
today was an early start because my mom woke me with her thunderous footsteps. she secretly had gongs implanted to the soles of her feet. hahaha im just kidding. all love here! i had a cup of hot chocolate nestum and went to the bank the next second to get my documents i applied for the day before and the lady at the counter was really nice to us. she even gave us an envelope to put our papers in. after that i watched an episode of icarly, and then endured the hour long ride to kampar. hello! first thing i did here was eat mcdonals because it's happy food then did the most adult thing ever like clean my room. now it's clean and the evils of the world.
okay i just turned off my laptop by accident when i was going to press the backspace(excellent typing i have).
it's been relaxing today. i had a yummy dinner(thanks so much ma) at secret recipe. i had chicken lasagna and ma and sissy had chicken chops. plus, we had a chocolate mud cake which ma heard as 'smuck'. yummy food!
i'm going to drink a yakult after this and possibly watch another episode of icarly. goodness i wish i had a webshow as cool as that. and it all seems so effortless. my youtube channel isnt exploding with subscribers like i want it to be so i'll learn a thing or two from the show maybe. maybe i just need a blonde friend. brilliant idea. seriously though, i want a cool webshow. and i will work towards that regardless.
have a good night everyone and have fun fun fun!!