you can get there

hello everybody! HI!! it's a beautiful morning and i have an inspirational message to share but that's somewhere in the many words you'll see on this page. yesterday i had an amazing start to my day with a peppermint mocha from starbucks and it was so yummy. on a non festive day my regular order would be a green tea frappe but it's christmas and you only get peppermint mocha ever so often. now a recent discovery was that you can choose between soy, nonfat and regular milk at starbucks and i have never specified what milk i'd have but on a sign i saw like a month ago said i could have any i wanted. now i havent yet tried changing it but next time hopefully.
the amazing food streak went on till lunch when i had pumpkin soup, pan fried chicken and roasted pumpkin. now we have pumpkin soup a lot because it's just so good but the chicken was new. ma marinated it with chinese white wine and made sauce with Worcestershire sauce which was a lot sour but good with the chicken. then i did math and then i made a skeletal for autobiographies i plan to write. then i wrote out some vlogmas video ideas i wanted to film. Also i am at 13 subscribers now so the numbers are going up and i am so happy for the support. i make my videos because i love making videos and editing them and thank you if you are one of the lucky 13. it's a small number i know but the support is there and that's all that matters. a discovery i made yesterday was that Jon and kate from the TLC channel are now divorced and their kids are no longer tiny and cute but people with attitudes and that not as interesting. so kate is the solo star in the show now and jon is a dj which is a job i guess or just something silly. then i thought of my own family videos and i remembered that we once had a video camera but all the footage is gone now. sissy and i were babies so the setting was all in new zealand. i remember little snippets and one was when we were in a gondola and it was one where you are served food in it and there was bread and sissy was like, 'i want to hold the bread' so she did and got too close to the camera. there was another where we were at a zoo i think so we watched a dolphin show then sissy touched a black pig and i touched a big brown furry thing like a mammoth or maybe that part was a dream. that was cool!
yesterday was superb and i am happy with the happy parts but one annoying little bug kinda was an evil voice i really didnt need and didnt want so i guess this is where i get motivational. there's a guy from my high school he knows that a few people from my class are from ipoh and ever the stalker he texts every ipoh person asking them out so course i get asked out and course i cant go out. and when he messaged me i was outlining my videos and so i just said off the top of my head, hey why dont you sub to me and he was an ass. a real jerk. i mean all youtubers start small and work their way up. im not going to rewind what he said and if youre decent and nice you wouldnt ask but it stung for a second and if you know how the mind of a successful girl works, you ignore the evil, pick yourself up and keep moving and working and giving your best to what you want to achieve and the ambitions that are good will be achieved. i am telling you what i know will be, i will continue to produce quality videos and i know for a fact that support will come and it's just a matter of time before my videos become the greatest. i had 2 mantras: 1)learn as much as you can(or anything can be taught) and 2)leave no stone unturned. now i will add a 3rd which is to prove your haters wrong. that evil boy is mean and i will show him what support i will have and already have. my videos are good and they can get even better until it is so amazing he just dies of envy. goals
i have achieved so much good here on my blog that i want to say thank you if you have stuck with me from the start and may you have a happy blessed life that you deserve. if you want to try something new like modeling or singing and people tell you that you cant. dont you dare doubt yourself. just cut all ties with that little devil and then set out to prove him or her wrong by doing exactly what you said you wanted and have fun on your little project.
okay tangent. during the age of 10-12 i wanted to be a model and an actress. i wanted it so bad but i was very shy about that ambition and being malaysian you dont have many routes to get on national tv so i didnt do enough research and i didnt contact enough people. so the lesson is, if you want something, never be shy about it and give all your body can to drive yourself to national tv...or anywhere basically.
i have my hot lunch ready. see ya later lovelies