Malacca trip

hello gorgeous people!!! according to my fancy smancy organizing system, i last posted on the 19th of december so that means i have not posted in 10 years! it has been a long decade and we have a lot to catch up on. now i dont really remember much of what's happened between my trip to penang and my trip to Malacca on the 21st. i do know my immediate family exchanged presents one day before the trip. we had a blast and we drank apple cider on the side. here's a breakdown of what we got each other:
me: Fantastic Beast, Bath and body works soap, my camera was part christmas gift and $
sissy: sweater, BBW soap and $
ma: blanket, powerbank, $
pa: A BRAND NEW PHONE!!

if you think, 'jeez, i got more than you did' then i think you should go shoot yourself because you are probably not a nice person and landed on santa's demon kids list. however, if you're legit nice and think they are wonderful gifts then my reply is, 'aww, thank you! i hope you had a wonderful christmas and have an even better new year'. see how this works? you have to be positive to be welcomed here.

im not about to be evangelical and start reciting scripture but i will proclaim that the message behind every tacky christmas movie is right. the last thing christmas is about is gifts and you will only understand this if you are a mature adult. okay so say youre a kid, your parents get you amazing things all the time and the only difference is that the christmas ones are wrapped, understand that ya. fast forward a decade or more and christmas is about spending time with your family and all the food and candy that is christmasy. so yeah i guess christmas is more special when you're a grown up.

the morning of our trip was good, we didnt rush and we did not forgot to pack anything! yaas! i was very prepared for this trip by downloading like 8 movies on my tablet the night before on iflix. oh man i had a thought, okay IFLIX, IF YOU EVER NEED AN AMBASSADOR OR SPOKES PERSON, IM YOUR GAL! and this announcement is done.
we made a stop at the largest service station which has kfc and burger king built on a bridge. lunch there was a float and cheeseburger. and course ma had her fav coney dog. it's a hotdog with meat sauce on the top. then we had doughnuts to go and we left and reached about 5 hours later. what i watched was rush hour 2, a little bit of garfeild 2 and pink panter 2. at the house i just chilled until the evening when dad took us out to the Portuguese settlement. it was a big housing area with food stalls that all sold seafood, facing a sea with a pier. the sea was pretty. in the spirit of christmas, there were families setting up stalls selling christmas costumes, lights and toys. we got some cartoon characters that light up for 3 little cousins i see a lot. we walked past houses with really elaborate decor and lighting and you could tell these people went all out and i got some grand pictures i will show in a coming video. after that we went to a coffee shop called newton and we got chargrilled fish, fried chicken and fried oysters. oh yes and fish balls in soup.

the next day we woke to go breakfast at a duck noodle and handmade fish ball place. it was okay the duck noodles had duck but the fish balls had no fish balls so i had to eat duck noodles but it was okay. then we went back to the house and then way later i went to see some really distant cousins i had and we gave them cute little boy and little girl stationery sets. they didnt talk very much and then again both sides had smart phones. i made really adult convos with the adults and then i think i stayed home until it was late watching tv and there was a christmas dinner going on with gift exchange and i tell ya i am so happy i got my own gift because you cant even be modest, mine was the most adorable-valuable gift there was. it was a candy filled santa boot. i shared the candy of course. my super parents got extra gifts for the kids too because they needed some happy-sweet things like girly journals with sticker and a boyish avengers card game.
morning after we went back for the promised fishballs and they were all there 40 pieces just for us. it sounds like a lot but trust me when you've tasted one you cant get enough. so after breakfast we went to the mall and it was a small mall but there was a nice big one next to it, one zebra crossing away and so we walked through both malls and i got 2 shirts and my newest hobby: sembo blocks. im waiting for my dad to bring me more sembo blocks. theyre these mini lego blocks that turn to models. i dont have a video for that so we are all counting on dad to get another sembo block.
we had bubble tea after a cotton on bag or two and then we crossed the zebra again to get to our car. we went back to the tv at home and then out again by 6 to a night market sort of place and it was so crowded it made a good ice cream taste few notches less tasty than it was. it was hard to see anything really. we got a few good pictures and then we had planned a night cruise but the line was too long to wait so we stood by the bridge and waved at people going on the cruise. you could tell the boat drivers were really rushing through the line because at the speed they were going, they were creating really big splashes. ma had a reunion so when we went back we had to stay up for her to come back so we could open the door for her and i had a blast watching tv. see we dont have astro anymore so me and sissy were binge watching tv because we may miss it a little.
next day, a nasi lemak breakfast and we were off. now we're at home sweet home.

on current news, i have to help with next years orientation, my friend has her face in one whole page of a magazine and i had the most delicious korean dinner. sissy took me for tea, she made a cover of moana song. on more current news it's almost midnight and im thirsty. see ya lovelies.

my penang trip!

hello my internet friends!!! i am here to document my one night Penang trip. also i have to leave for ipoh in like 3 hours so im going to make this quick so i have time to pack and surf the web a little bit. on saturday morning ma had to wake me up at 9am because i couldnt get up myself. dad had packed breakfast of nasi lemak for me so ate it, mostly the white parts because the chili parts were really spicy. i ate, showered and did my hair and we left at nine-ish almost 10. you can actually watch my video on my channel soon. we went to get some food first so we went to a little chinese food shop and i got a bowl of soup noodles with chicken, fish balls and fish cake. it was pretty good. then ma realised she didnt pack a tooth brush so we went a drugstore to get one and then i found a cute shop that sold clay and clay models. then we found a truck shop and i got a cup of coconut pineapple shake and it was so good like really really nice. then we went to sent ma to the hotel to meet her nurse friends because it was on the way to the butterfly farm. the last time i went to penang butterfly farm was like more than a decade ago but i still have fuzzy memories of my time there. then it was one big enclosed space with plants and like a hundred thousand butterflies and you walk around letting them buzz around you. so the infant me remembers passing one lady and she was freaking out because she stepped on a butterfly. i dont really know what happened to the lady or the butterfly for that matter but i do remember the atmosphere being really tense because i was afraid of stepping on one myself. then there was a tiny gift shop and sissy picked her gift right away! she got this necklace with a butterfly pendent and i was like taking forever to pick my gift and i didnt want the same gift at sissy so thankfully my parents were like we gotta rush and then they bought a heart key chain with an orange butterfly in the middle. fast forward like 12 years and i dont remember the place at all. course the entry tickets has now quadrupled in price and expanded it's space like tenfold. there was no line at the ticket counter (thank God) and we got in in no time. we went to the reptile house first and we saw frogs, snakes, worms and spiders. now almost everything in that enclosure was venomous but i suspect the spiders were like dead and stuffed with styrofoam cause the little cage for the spider was only half closed and nobody did anything. then the walkway leads to the butterfly garden and you watch butterflies and flowers and ooh and aah and then you see some iguanas, lizards and chameleons. next to it is a dragonfly hut thing and we walked in to see absolutely no dragonflies at all. after all that was the indoor learning centre so there were like 8 stops or something and there was a cinema thing where they play this educational videos and there was a stop where you see fireflies but i only saw 2 and there was one where there was a phase by phase caterpillar to butterfly room and also a lot of stimulated games like find the glass winged butterfly in this picture. there was also a made up town for insects like an insect bridal store, a library, a beehive real estate shop and some restaurants all for the insects. the stop before the gift shop was ants, beetles and the white ants that eat wood. i thought having glass tubes with ants in it on the walls were really clever. 

at the gift shop there were bags, clothes, watches and a tonne of stationery and the reg like magnets and stuff. i bought 3 necklaces but im only keeping one because 2 are for my sissy and a sticker sheet and some pens. then youre led to an eating space and then the hobby centre where you can actually but the bugs and worms. then we went to our hotel in gurney drive and on the way you'd see a lot of these double decker tour buses and they are open aired at the top so you can fly out anytime if you fancy. so our hotel was next to a thai restaurant so it's really hard to spot. we were also kinda stumped on where we were going to park because dad had paid for parking when he booked the room but there was no parking at all so we parked at the reg public parking and we put 2 very hostile receptionist on the hot seat, asking about our promised parking but they clearly couldnt care less and that irked me like what happened to 'the customer is always right' or 'we shall never deny a guest even the most ridiculous request'. now this was our first time at the hotel because we used to stay the Tanjung Bungah Hotel but it closed to become some other named hotel so we dont want to go to that one and tried this one. we just parked like across the street. we watched tv until 6.30pm and walked out to the next door crepe cottage for some dessert before our meal. we were the first customers so we didnt wait long but if you go to their website, a lot of reviews say their service is snail pace. they tasted pretty good and the menu is creative and the plates are big. so yeah try them if you want. honestly i have seen the exact same shop -house every time i drive by penang but that my first time actually eating in. we dropped by two more malls in the way to the food court for dinner and we saw this canon competition going on and the prize giving happening. now walking at night is a gamble i tell ya. you have got to be on high alert because you might step on a sharp stone anytime and treat everyone on the street as a suspect for a crime because you never know if someone on the dark, unlit pedestrian walk is going to jump out at you going berserk. my advice is never walk alone and wear bright colours. also to pray.

at the food court i found that penang works very differently from where im from. so when you order, the shop keepers dont bring the food to you, you have to wait in line and carry it to your table, like when you buy lunch in school. we saw a lot to sea food stalls but our quest was for fried oysters and we packed ours to eat in our hotel room. we made a stop at wendy's because we've only had dessert so we shared a large set. we walked back and we paid more attention to the street vendors like there was this one guy, he paints free hand portraits of animals on bags but most sold toys. 

at the hotel we watched tv and ate.

next day we went to a corner coffee shop. one that im familiar with, and had breakfast then to the beach. i really liked the part of the beach we went to like it was clean and there werent many people and there was like no 'where am i going to park' scenario. i collected a bag full of sea shells and i plan some jewelry from it so thats cool. i love sea shells!!

we checked out at 11.30 and went to pick ma and then a midlands mall which was closed and then a paragon mall(again) which was super big and thats where i got sissy's christmas gift. then we headed home and we had take out for dinner because eating out is hot and messy. i had some cider then bed till almost noon today!

that was everything documented! i hope you had some form of fun from reading it and if youre malaysian i hope it inspires you to go have some one-day fun. have a good year end holiday and christmas! the next school year will start soon so collect all the fun you need to see you through the year now with your family and treasure all this fun times.

see ya lovelies! merry christmas

leaving time review

hello everyone!! it's friday and im so excited for tomorrow because I'LL BE GOING TO PENANG!! i know i went to penang this June but i didnt do any touristy things so i get to do them tomorrow. i have a mental list of things i want to do and here goes: make a sand castle, ride a horse, eat pancakes and go shopping. it's not a long list, but we're only there for 2 days and even then im still worried i wont get to go to the beach. i have to pack later.
last night i filmed myself doing my make up and that was a flop. so you probably know that the lighting in my room sucks and it was dark out so i didnt get any natural lighting and the result of that was a super orange video. i thought it was bad but i wasnt going to waste footage and it'll be up tonight because you know, the evil internet. it takes more than 24 hours to get a 7 minute video online. i would have done it in the afternoon but i was so engrossed in this book sissy lent me: leaving time, jodi picolt. IT'S SO GOOD! okay so it's about this girl, a psychic and and a detective. two of them are dead and the psychic alone can see them because duh, she's psychic. so the girl wants to find her mom who disappeared a decade ago and part of that journey requires the help of both the detective and psychic. girl and detective are dead but they dont know that, they think theyre alive and the psychic cant tell spirits from live bodies so until the last 50 pages or so you wont know that theyre the ones dead and the mom's the one whos alive. i like it! if you're into the paranormal and want a book with minimal romance, this is one you cant miss. i legit couldnt put it down. it's also for you if youre a wild life advocate.
also what i did during the day was looking up agents online. for fun of course. cause say i wanna be on tv and doing stuff on tv, i need an agent or just be part of some agency. and because im in ol' malaysia there's very limited of ways to get on tv. and i see to apply for an agent from an agency they need you to send them professional head shots. the last time i got one was when i needed a passport photo. then i thought geez getting one is probably very expensive and i have a camera and a tripod maybe i can take a professional one myself. so i tried and it didnt work very well because i  have limited space in my room so theres only so far back i can put my camera for a full body photoshoot and as usual, lighting sucks and i dont have any empty backgrounds like in a studio so that wasnt going to happen. i cant go to a photography studio because that's embarrassing and im questing the support i will get say i do want an agent. this is all for fun.
about 2 days ago mom noticed we had a flat tire and that was so strange because we had just changed it. i had a gut feeling that it wasnt punctured just the shop people didnt fill it full enough. anyway mom went to fill it with air because the mechanic was closed and she needed to drive it over the next day but whadya know it's always been not puctured haha!!
i think one day i'll buy a smart car just to annoy people on the road. drivers hate it when they think there's a parking spot and then there actually isnt one just a really small car like a smart car! speaking of annoying drivers, i just watched the trailer for despicable me 3!! i didnt see the 3 kids in it just gru and some minions. i hope they're still in it. i actually really like the despicable me! it's cute!!
yesterday i wished one of my teachers happy birthday and i realised that im actually pretty old. like i even have a reunion group on whatsapp and we plan to have our high school reunion next Feb. it will be 2 years since i graduated and guys it's been a wild ride since then but one ride that thought me a lot of lessons, harsh ones yes but lessons no less.
i'll end my post here and go get some thing to eat. you should too. see ya lovelies

broken instax mini 8

hello gorgeous people!! i have left ipoh and im now in kampar, in my room, dreading my homework which is exactly why im here. my time in ipoh was mostly spent on eating and christmas shopping. like 2 days ago we wanted to have a dim sum breakfast but then we overslept and there was no table for us so we went for beef noodles instead and it was pretty crowded too but we had a big table so it was good. thing was i dont really eat the beef balls so i get fried wantons but they ran out of everything except wontons so me and dad walked across the street to get some crispy stuff and wontons and we packed it and went back to the beef noodles which i thought was really smart and really cool.
we ate then went to tesco where we bought gifts for people i dont know but we got kids stationery sets and the adults cookies. i wrapped all of them in the same wrapping paper. lunch was... okay we skipped lunch because we were full from the beef. but dinner was good because i had mantis prawns which is super high in cholesterol but tastes bomb.
the next day(yesterday) i woke up early but later then everyone else so they packed food for me. pa got me some fried noodles and i ate them while watching RUSH HOUR. world, jackie chan has 2 Guinness world records. i took my time eating because it was yummy and i wanted to hold off my shower as long as possible for the fun of it. before eating i was thinking of things i wanted to bring for my penang trip and i remembered my instax mini 8 that i havent used since graduation last year. it's been a year and the batteries are definitely dead so i changed them. thing is i used zinc chloride batteries and they were the cheap tesco ones and it wouldnt turn on then i proceed to freak out but wait... what's that... A COMPUTER!!! i googled my symptoms on webmd and then found out you can only use alkaline batteries and so me and dad went to get some and it works YAY! also i got my mom's christmas present at the same time.
i actually have 4 cameras in the house now think about it:
a grey nikon, a red olympus, my new pink sony a5000 and my instax. if you count a webcam and an androidcam then i guess it's six. wow i should really make a youtube video of the evolution of cameras.
because i had my breakfast late, i couldnt have lunch so my dad bought me this fried pancake thing and i dont know what it is in english but it's good fried dough.
dinner was noodle soup with chicken and liver and rojak and it was food! after that we went to get a polo tee for an elderly person and i picked out the wrapping paper and wrapped it last night. it's adorable and has reindeer smiling all over. course i extended my fashion help to my dad who got some shirts too and i picked them out. yas!
i was at the escalator and i was one step in front of my mom and the she realises that i have dandruff and that gets me all self conscious especially because i have short hair. so we said to get new shampoo before leaving the mall. but we didnt
about a minute after reaching home, sissy aussie friends came over and i was in my room watching supernanny and wondering if it was scripted or not and im torn.
it's about now we realise that we didnt get the shampoo so an hour before the mall's supposed to close daddy took me to the drugstore to get my shampoo and because it was late we got a great parking spot and got my shampoo.
this morning we tried again for dim sum but the shop was closed so we went to another dim sum shop and there were people squashed together and wrestling for tables so we scraped that and went to one noodle shop but that was closing. it was about 10ish mind. then we went all the back home to a coffee shop like 2 minutes away from my house and i had an egg breakfast.
now im waiting for my dinner of chicken soup. also i wanna snack. see ya lovelies

Daiso christmas tree

good morning everybody! it's actually 12.30pm so i have been up for slightly over an hour! YAY!! so here's a breakdown of my "morning": i had breakfast of apom, white, brown and crispy!! then sissy started to vacuum around the dining area because i was eating there so that meant that i had to vacuum when i was done and it was so bad because i didnt want to do it. anyway, sissy is sick with the sniffles so i had to sleep in a different room last night. so imagine this, it's 12am and then she starts screaming her head off and naturally i ignore her because she screams a lot, then she starts banging on my door so i get up and whadya know, she's got a cup over a frog! now we dont have a garden, and most of the windows have mosquito nets built over them so this doesnt happen very often. but in my former house, we had a lot of grass and plant so we see a lot of snails and frogs around but they never bothered us. they were just really fun to watch. so ma got a bag and then she just scooped it up and let it out outside.
last night after a porridge and salted chicken dinner, we put our new christmas tree up. we had just gotten it hours before at Daiso which is a japanese dollar store thing but everything is rm5 so you can guess how big the tree actually is. we had the tree lit and decorated in about 10 minutes and when the house lights are off, the christmas tree is super bright. we didnt buy a star a put on top but we'll think of making one later. we havent had a christmas tree at home in about 8 years i'd say so it's pretty awesome to have one now.
about salted chickens, it's a staple where im from. see the shop sells whole salted chickens and theyre basically what theyre called: really salty chickens.
before dinner i was lying down reading this new book that i got and im loving it though at parts i get a little lost because it's the third book of a trilogy i wasnt following. it's A MILLION WORLDS WITH YOU and i didnt know it was a trilogy because it wasnt said on the cover but on the inside with the author's note. so yeah i need to spend more money on books. it's an investment dear parents.
yesterday i spent about a good half hour at H&M because they were having a sale and it was really cheap. i got one shirt and i saw a pair of pants that i had bought when there wasnt a sale and i had paid rm79,90 for it and now its going for rm30 so that stung.
the night we arrived in ipoh, we went to this non halal food court for the second time and we tried different things so sissy got a plate of PETAI or stinky beans and she ordered a side of soup and the veggies were so fiberous and the meat like a brick and the soup was sour so it sucked and i think that people in the food business these days have no morals and no etiquette. gross. so im all for eating at home these days.
on that note, i have to have lunch and its gonna be a good one. see you lovelies.

you can get there

hello everybody! HI!! it's a beautiful morning and i have an inspirational message to share but that's somewhere in the many words you'll see on this page. yesterday i had an amazing start to my day with a peppermint mocha from starbucks and it was so yummy. on a non festive day my regular order would be a green tea frappe but it's christmas and you only get peppermint mocha ever so often. now a recent discovery was that you can choose between soy, nonfat and regular milk at starbucks and i have never specified what milk i'd have but on a sign i saw like a month ago said i could have any i wanted. now i havent yet tried changing it but next time hopefully.
the amazing food streak went on till lunch when i had pumpkin soup, pan fried chicken and roasted pumpkin. now we have pumpkin soup a lot because it's just so good but the chicken was new. ma marinated it with chinese white wine and made sauce with Worcestershire sauce which was a lot sour but good with the chicken. then i did math and then i made a skeletal for autobiographies i plan to write. then i wrote out some vlogmas video ideas i wanted to film. Also i am at 13 subscribers now so the numbers are going up and i am so happy for the support. i make my videos because i love making videos and editing them and thank you if you are one of the lucky 13. it's a small number i know but the support is there and that's all that matters. a discovery i made yesterday was that Jon and kate from the TLC channel are now divorced and their kids are no longer tiny and cute but people with attitudes and that not as interesting. so kate is the solo star in the show now and jon is a dj which is a job i guess or just something silly. then i thought of my own family videos and i remembered that we once had a video camera but all the footage is gone now. sissy and i were babies so the setting was all in new zealand. i remember little snippets and one was when we were in a gondola and it was one where you are served food in it and there was bread and sissy was like, 'i want to hold the bread' so she did and got too close to the camera. there was another where we were at a zoo i think so we watched a dolphin show then sissy touched a black pig and i touched a big brown furry thing like a mammoth or maybe that part was a dream. that was cool!
yesterday was superb and i am happy with the happy parts but one annoying little bug kinda was an evil voice i really didnt need and didnt want so i guess this is where i get motivational. there's a guy from my high school he knows that a few people from my class are from ipoh and ever the stalker he texts every ipoh person asking them out so course i get asked out and course i cant go out. and when he messaged me i was outlining my videos and so i just said off the top of my head, hey why dont you sub to me and he was an ass. a real jerk. i mean all youtubers start small and work their way up. im not going to rewind what he said and if youre decent and nice you wouldnt ask but it stung for a second and if you know how the mind of a successful girl works, you ignore the evil, pick yourself up and keep moving and working and giving your best to what you want to achieve and the ambitions that are good will be achieved. i am telling you what i know will be, i will continue to produce quality videos and i know for a fact that support will come and it's just a matter of time before my videos become the greatest. i had 2 mantras: 1)learn as much as you can(or anything can be taught) and 2)leave no stone unturned. now i will add a 3rd which is to prove your haters wrong. that evil boy is mean and i will show him what support i will have and already have. my videos are good and they can get even better until it is so amazing he just dies of envy. goals
i have achieved so much good here on my blog that i want to say thank you if you have stuck with me from the start and may you have a happy blessed life that you deserve. if you want to try something new like modeling or singing and people tell you that you cant. dont you dare doubt yourself. just cut all ties with that little devil and then set out to prove him or her wrong by doing exactly what you said you wanted and have fun on your little project.
okay tangent. during the age of 10-12 i wanted to be a model and an actress. i wanted it so bad but i was very shy about that ambition and being malaysian you dont have many routes to get on national tv so i didnt do enough research and i didnt contact enough people. so the lesson is, if you want something, never be shy about it and give all your body can to drive yourself to national tv...or anywhere basically.
i have my hot lunch ready. see ya later lovelies

my 100th post

aloha everyone!! i am super fresh and ready for action... after an hour or two on my laptop. this will be my 100th post on my blog and i am super excited like i won an Oscar so i guess a speech is in order. i'd like to thank my parents for being super supportive of me and reading all my posts and loving it. my 4 musketeers, for giving me substance to write about and baby jesus. okay moving on, i made a 2 day trip to KL and got back yesterday at 10pm. i was really tired but when i got back i managed to edit 2 videos and they are not yet uploaded but they will be soon.
now about my channel, ive changed my name(again) to BookSwallowerVlogs because i think it's cooler and because i got a new camera i thought a new name would be good. i really like making videos but sometimes it's super discouraging when you think, 'oh i only have 11 subs and most of them are family' and you see channels with only 3 videos (i have < 20) and they have 100+ subs. but when i think deeply, sure the internet fame sounds super cool but the fact that i can make videos is already super cool and i wont rate it on how many people watch them(it's totally the world's loss). i like doing what im doing and nothing is going to stop me from getting where i wanna go.
i woke up early on saturday to catch my train to KL, at nu central i had lunch at Manhattan Fish with ma then waited an hour for the lrt to get me to midvalley. there i met my friend and we shopped together. i got a necklace and some sephora shadow. when she left i shopped around with my parents and i made a custom made kit kat at their chocolatory. i picked white choc with green tea leaves, caramel cubes and blueberries. it was 25 bucks but worth it. then i sampled their nasi lemak flavoured ones and they were just very coconutty. i kept seeing little kiosks selling accessories and plenty of chokers so in the car as we were leaving i told sissy about it and she was like BUY!!! and i was like , oops. We went to sunway to stay and that night i watched this superb movie by disney called the Descendants and i loved it. the setting was so 2016 and the main cast is made of the kids of the disney princesses and their villains. it's a bit weird because i never thought the disney princesses to ever have kids and less so their villains but it was so romantic and so different to what the cartoons were like that i was just wow. so the storyline is just on the boarder of okay and good, the soundtrack was below so-so and the special effects, just meh.
the morning after, i went swimming. then had lunch. then we packed and left. we went to see ma's friend first to get some jungle honey. then we went to nu central again where i got a cup from typo and a pair of overalls in cotton on. the cashier was a joker i tell ya. as i was paying, she goes 'would you like to TRY our foundation?' and i think wow cotton on starting a make up line? cool! then i say yeah and she says 'for rm 3 you get a bottle of water and 100% proceeds go to the children' . then i thought damn and i say oh no thanks now. then we sat down for some juice that pa bought and i got a large pink guava cup and it made me happy. then sissy texts us to get her chokers. then we research the prices and she goes, oh no need to buy now and im like bro we went through all the trouble we'll just buy it. we bought 3 all picked out by me. funny thing was the night before we left i asked her if she needed anything and she was like NO DO NOT BUY ANYTHING FOR ME and course i felt hurt because i was asking nicely and then shes got us buying her chokers now like pfft.
now im home, got good rest last night and time you moving. see ya lovelies