MALAYSIA FIRST DAY COVERS FOR SALE!!

hey everyone! i am selling my precious first day covers here on my blog! each one is rm 500! they will be available until tuesday (20th June). these arent fakes!! the real deal! contact my email: sueooihuien@gmail.com for information on how to make payment!

what i have are: 

INTERNATIONAL LITERACY YEAR 1990

VISIT MALAYSIA YEAR 1990

SUKAN SEA KE -15 MALAYSIA 1989

NATIONAL PARK GOLDEN JUBILEE CELEBRATION 1989

MALAYSIA TROPICAL FOREST 1992

250TH ANNIVERSARY OF ALOR SETAR 1990

FLOWERS OF MALAYSIA 1990

1990

MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS OF MALAYSIA 1987

KUALA LUMPUR 1990

PROTECTED WILDLIFE OF MALAYSIA

25TH ANNIVERSARY OF MARA 1991

Despicable me 3 and other updates

good day everyone! it's 6.30 pm and it has been raining for a few hours now.  i watched the new despicable me today and i am here to tell you all about it. first off, it was funny but not as funny as the previous 2 movies. it was touching but not as touching as the first 2 movies.
the 3 girls didnt do that much this time. agnes just said one or two words once in a while. the storyline goes: gru and wife lucy lost their jobs so he worries about the girls and lucy is still trying out the whole mom thing. the minions rebel against gru and leave ending up in jail. gru meets his twin brother dru who he just learnt about. dru tells him that he wants to learn villainy. gru deceives dru to access his resources and undo the mistake he did that cost him his job. they fight but rejoin forces to save the girls in trouble. in the end they love each other and stayed one big happy family.
my favourite part is when margo ate another boy's cheese. hilarious. i guess i recommend this show.
i had a yummy dinner of sushi and i love sushi. its rice and im chinese so you connect the dots.
im tired. it is 7.30pm, still raining and i just got back from the clinic. i just got an injection for typhoid. it was one expensive vaccine. like 80 bucks. i was scared but i didnt feel anything so that's good. it was a baby needle i think. its been 5 years since my last vaccine. i didnt know i was going to need booster shots in a month so i have to remember that.
it is 11.13 pm i just got into jammies after a long night of church. it was so cold. i had dinner of chicken rice before going. sorry for such a short post but my laptop needed some juice so i left it halfway through this post and im too tired to continue. next time guys!
what i want to tell as parting advice for tonight is that dont let anyone tell you that you cant do what you want to do.  

forward, onward

hey everyone! it is 9.41 am and i have a hot cup of nestum next to me. i slept at 1 am last night and i know this is bad but yeah i slept late. i will try to sleep earlier tonight.
i think i sleep late cause i dont move much like i used to do when i attended school. now i really dont like all this free time on my hands. i like that i can wake at whatever time i like, do my puzzles and watch many videos but sometimes i think too much and my brain gets side tracked to things that i rather forget. like i will suddenly remember something that i regret doing from like age 8 or something. i must be doing something, going out and stuff. i consider doing some volunteer work among other things and there is so much to consider and i get so overwhelmed. i need to learn to take things slow.
yesterday i rode my bike into town at 9.30. i wore my fashionable helmet and crossed many main roads to get to the bike repair shop. my left pedal is creaking and i think it might be something to do with the chain. i was so excited i even practiced what i was going to say to the guy at the shop many times. then it had to be closed. the shop was closed! i was like okay i'll just go to the next closest one then i realised that even that was going to be too far. so i just went home and did my thing.
i made a couple phone calls, got my answers and felt like i accomplished something big!
so yesterday i ate fried rice for lunch and spaghetti for dinner and tokyo noodles for supper! it was supper. really happy meals.
i actually want to tell you guys about this project i have been working on but it is still under development so i cant but hopefully you guys can hear about it by tomorrow. it's going to be epic. if i have some camera battery left i'd like to make a video today. we'll see how it goes. get back later.

time figure things out

hey everyone! how's your weekend been? mine has been fine thank you! i dont think i did an update yesterday, did i? let's recap yesterday.
so a fried noodle breakfast, a chicken rice lunch, a mug noodle tea and a pineapple fried rice dinner. we went to breakfast pretty early yesterday and the mug noodles was a new brand i was trying out: Tokyo Noodles. it's the size of a memo pad paper so its really cute. you can have it 3 ways: raw, in hot water, or add it to a pan with other ingredients.
yesterday was a day of new discoveries for me. i wont spill all but i have how-to-be-happy advice for you. DONT CARRY ANY BAGGAGE! dont carry any grudges, dont carry any bitterness and dont remember your nighmares. now this is exceptionally hard if you have fallen victim in many scary events. but forgiveness is not for the benefit of your enemy. i have never actually told anyone this but i refer to my enemies as Satan if(hoping it is never) i ever have to make a reference to them. forgiving your many Satans is not so Satan can have a clear conscience but it's so you can move on and be the happy person you deserve to be. mercilessness hovers over you like a dark cloud. it rains and thunders but only you get wet. you get sad when it rains too. you dont want that. i dont want that.
life is short, unpredictable and scary. face all that go against you with a positive mind, body and spirit and the battle is half won. i am a winner. i choose to try to face life with a smile and happiness. will you choose to be one too? the choice is yours.
you can always start afresh. the reset button goes off every 24 hours. make every day count and make no regrets. dont let anything weigh you down or hinder you from achieving a positive, vibrant life. life will get better if you make it be. i said this prayer i found online last night and i suggest if you feel like how i felt, say it too.

Dear Merciful Lord,
Thank you for your gift of forgiveness. Your only Son loved me enough to come to earth and experience the worst pain imaginable so I could be forgiven. Your mercy flows to me in spite of my faults and failures. Your Word says to “clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony.” (Col. 3:14) Help me demonstrate unconditional love today, even to those who hurt me. 
I understand that even though I feel scarred, my emotions don’t have to control my actions. Father, may Your sweet words saturate my mind and direct my thoughts. Help me release the hurt and begin to love as Jesus loves. I want to see my offender through my Savior’s eyes. If I can be forgiven, so can he. I understand there are no levels to your love. We are all your children, and your desire is that none of us should perish.
You teach us to “let the peace that comes from Christ rule in our hearts.” (Col. 3:15) When I forgive in words, allow your Holy Spirit to fill my heart with peace. I pray this peace that only comes from Jesus will rule in my heart, keeping out doubt and questions. And above all, I am thankful. Not just today, not just this week, but always. Thank you for the reminder, “Always be thankful.” (Col. 3:15) With gratitude I can draw closer to you and let go of unforgiveness. With gratitude I can see the person who caused my pain as a child of the Most High God. Loved and accepted. Help me find the compassion that comes with true forgiveness.
And when I see the person who hurt me, bring this prayer back to my remembrance, so I can take any ungodly thoughts captive and make them obedient to Christ. (2 Cor. 10:5) And may the confidence of Christ in my heart guide me into the freedom of forgiveness. I praise you for the work you are doing in my life, teaching and perfecting my faith. 
Amen.
Source: http://www.crosswalk.com/faith/prayer/prayers/a-prayer-for-forgiving-those-who-hurt-you.html

i watched an episode of the Flash last night with my sister and there's one scene i really like. when barry lost his memory when they were trying to stop Savitar, he looked a lot brighter in every sense of the word. even iris said that looking at the nightmares that bore on him disappear, he looked so much lighter and happier. see, your mindset is everything. when he got his memories back, she told him that for every bad memory there is a good one that will get you through!

i have just returned from my own farewell. it was okay. i hadnt planned on going but i thought oh why not right. so i went met up with my friends and it was all actually okay. the games were okay, the food was a notch above okay, and the talking was just meh. i went mostly for closure. i said my goodbyes, my thank yous, and well wishes even to those who were the biggest jerks to me. i am proud of myself. thank you.

to end happy, i have a happy memory to share. when i was young, my mom kept a sticker book that actually looks like her current recipe book. she had pages for my sister and i and when we were good, we would be given a star shaped sticker! gosh that was so much fun.
i should sleep early tonight. i have phone calls to make and i got to take a bike for repairs tomorrow.

Orange and other updates

hellooo there!! it is 3.27 pm and i am just chilling in my room. i have just got back from a shopping spree!! i woke at 11 so we went straight to lunch at 12 to nandos. we ate chicken and as always it was delicious! i really like nandos! mostly cause of the sauce but the chicken is really good too. we ate we shopped and we bought this mug noodles from daiso which i am super excited about! so happy!
i slept about 1 last night and it was a good one cause my neck was sore the day before. my sissy had her friends over last night and i got to play with them for a little bit. i guess it went okay.
i had a super happy dinner of ramen and ice cream! 2 scoops of ice cream!! i love my life now!
yesterday i finished watching an anime titled Orange. its about this girl who finds a letter from her future self 10 years forward telling her that she's got a lot of regret in her life and do anything to fix her mistakes. so she's got a nice group of friends and stuff. nothing too sad. everything the letter said came true. basically she and her group of 5 friends will befriend a new transfer student who blames himself over his mother's death and them commits suicide. they know they could have prevented his death but they didnt so the future her regrets it. with the help of her letter, she actually does prevent the death and doesnt have to live with regret. also i should mention that she and that guy then fall in love. i have actually run out of shouju anime to watch so i could use some recommendations. it has to be a cute one!
this anime really made me do some soul searching and some reflecting. what is it that i really regret in my life and i will give anything to change it?
when i was young, i didnt have many friends. the worst part is that it wasnt by choice. like some people liked being alone. i was really shy, really bad at dialogue and i dressed like a really small boy most times. people in school only talked to me when they wanted something or if they wanted to say a really mean remark about me that wasnt true. i was so desperate for people to notice me that i just bore all the bullying. i didnt fight back. partly because i thought i wasnt strong enough and i was scared. just so scared. i always questioned why am i like this? my sister always had a posse following her like a convoy and she had friends to text and stuff like that even in primary school. so why me?
but i got through my dark place thanks to my super amazing parents. and i am in a much better place now. they are the best people in the world and i am so blessed to have them. my regret is that i never really appreciated them enough when i was younger. i was often rude to them and not like mildly rude. i was rude 24/7 and i will always hate myself because of it. that would be my biggest regret and if i could do anything at all to have a do over of my life starting from age 9, i would. i'd give my right arm to do it. if there's anything i'd like you, my readers to know, is that nothing is more important than that fam!
other advice i'd also give is to sit straight so you dont have scoliosis.
on monday there will be a farewell in school for my year as i am graduating so we'll see how that goes!

Ao Haru Ride and other updates

good morning everyone!! it is 10.45 on a friday and i have a puzzle going one. its a bit slow going cause im also in the midst of finishing up another anime but it'll be complete!! this morning i woke up with a really sore neck. like i couldnt look upwards for a while. maybe it's my pillow. it is rather flat, like me! i will have kimchi fried rice for lunch and i am really excited cause i really like kimchi fried rice. i only like the kimchi my mom makes though! yesterday i had the prefect KFC dinner! we went to a new one that opened next to a gas station and it all new and shiny. it was sunny and it rained halfway. there was a long line but it was okay cause the food tasted good. also how nice is the mashed potatoes!!?? i had a fun time eating and i am so happy that we went! hope all my meals are nice happy ones!!
okay so yesterday i finished ao haru ride and i learned that there was a human live action movie made of it too but it wasnt that great a show. but i do like the anime so i will explain that. there's this girl in middle school who likes a really kind and sweet guy in a neighbouring class and he likes her too. she plans to tell him how she feel when spring break is over but when school reopened he didnt show up. he just moved without telling anyone and she regrets not being able to tell him the stuff. fast forward 3 years, she's in high school and he returns from his missing person status but with a totally different personality. he's sarcastic, mean and super emo. he tells her he used to like her in middle school too but theyve both changed so he doesnt like her anymore. she wants to find out what changed him in the 3 years he moved and turns out his mother died so he said he wasnt going to care about anything anymore. she actually likes the new version of him and she tries to make him happy. they end upi together! i really liked it. i thought it was a bit lame at first then i got really hooked cause her best friend also likes the guy. and the girl also had a past of being bullied and cant seem to make any friends so she constantly puts up an act to be someone shes not so people would like her. the guy saves her by giving her insight. thats new and interesting to me. i recommend it. also at this rate there will me no more shouju manga for me to watch so im thinking when should be the last post where i mention anime.
my sister is now very into the flash and the arrow and iflix recently uploaded season 3 of the flah so i thought why not give it a try and i hated every minute of it. most frustrating tv show ever! he takes time travel so lightly and he's so not interesting!! thing is they brought draco malfoy into the mix and i only watch it to watch him act. he's grown so much!! i stopped when the aliens came in. they must be very desperate for a storyline and an audience cause come on, it's aliens. they do collabs with the arrow and the superwoman and the legend and i dont like those people. just the flash please! so anyways, the flash gets a bad rating from me i guess.

Ouran High School Host Club and other updates

hello my internet friends!! it is 10.53 on a thursday morning and i have to do some chores today. i drank like five cups of water and a cute pear. i didnt feel like eating much today. i cleaned sembo's tank today and gave him some food. i dont know if he's lonely cause he really does sleep a lot but i feel he should be okay. last night i had ice cream and chocolate before sleeping and it was so fun!!
i finished Ouran highschool host club yesterday and i like it!! its about this girl who enters a rich school and because she has short hair people mistake her for a boy and in a chain of events she is bounded to the host club (a club of handsome male hosts seeking to bring happiness to girls with too much time on their hands). she has to play a host to repay her debt to the club. they soon find out she's a girl but still want her to keep pretending cause she's so cute i think. anyways everyone becomes good friends with her and she with everyone and they do their best to help her keep her gender a secret.
the president of the club then falls in love with her (side note: her name is haruhi) but he wont say that throughout the series. the hosts club consists of 7 members. i shall also mention their charm
tamaki (the president and most good looking one of all): THE PRINCE
kyoya (the vice, wears glasses, has a daddy complex): THE COOL ONE
hikaru and kaoru (twins): THE LITTLE DEVILS
honey (a really tiny person who is also really strong): LOLI-SHOTA
mori : THE WILD ONE
haruhi: (ironically) THE NATURAL ONE
i really recommend the show if you liked special a. its basically the same thing just with a cuter intro song.
yesterday i spent most of my time in my room tidying up my stuff. i got my drawers emptied and my cupboard can now close. thing is i have a lot of stuff so i might be selling off some of them so stay tuned for that. i think i sell what i dont want, i can use the money to buy things i want. its brilliant. i managed to fill 3 boxes with my stuff but i might need more boxes. i had a vegan lunch and a salmon dinner so im pretty healthy at the moment(PTL).
it has recently occurred to me that health is important and so i will do my best to ensure the good health of me and my fam.
also sorry i couldnt get any pictures from my sushi buffet. teehee

Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun and other updates

hi there friends! from the title you can probably guess that im about to talk about another anime. you would be correct!
tonari no kaibutsu kun translates to My little Monster but dont let the name scare you like it did to me in the beginning. it is totally a shouju manga! so the pair this time is Haru-kun and Shizuku-san. so shizuku is the perfect student and haru is smart but doesnt like going to school so the teacher sends her to him to pass the message that if he doesnt show another day he'll be expelled. she goes under a bribe and then he falls for her and she goes crazy over haru as well but she wont show because she is tough and smart. haru gets more popular in school everyday with many girls after him and stuff so that pisses her off. but he's like totally devoted to her. he had a gang and stuff before he started attending school and they are out to get her. my favourite thing about haru is that he is so strong and he doesnt hold back in a fight when he is defending shizuku. imagine how nice it would be to have someone defend you from the mean people in school. also he has a really sweet small baby smile!! the ending was such a cliffhanger though. and no season 2?! i had to download a manga reading app to find out the actual ending. okay so they got married yay!!
two animes that i would never recommend are Nijiiro Days and Kimi ni Todoke! the first one is a but to bland. the storyline doesnt have anything interesting happening and the characters are lame. the second one cause i didnt like the drawing style and i dont like that the girl was so helpless in class. cause it reminds me of me. she lets people decide things for her, say weird and wrong stinking stuff about her, get so nervous over everything and worst of all, she has to try so hard to make friends and when she does, something has to happen to make it all go wrong. yeah sure the guy likes her but that doesnt do anything.
later today for dinner, we are getting treated to a buffet in a sushi place. i will be my first sushi buffet so i am so very excited. also today is the last day of school exams so hurray guys! i will take lots of picture of my dinner today okay! so happy!
i have to clear up my room soon and im also wondering how that will go.
lets be honest for a moment before i have to go. i wish i had a lot more cute clothes. i mean i am thankful that i have what i have and i have clothes to wear. really super thankful. but then i dont always make the right decisions when it comes to shopping. half the time i buy something that doesnt look good. also i live in a very rural area so we dont have many shopping options and if we do have a nice boutique or two, everything is over priced. i mean i like kawaii styles and i really like harajuku fashion but im like some country farm girl next to all the harajuku experts. where do you shop for fashion?!

kaichou wa maid-sama and other updates

hello guys! today is Sunday and i have just had a burger dinner and the time now is 8.32 pm. then i went to get a very large cabbage to make some kimchi. i actually had some kimchi yesterday for dinner at Wong Kok(which is supposedly a Hong Kong restaurant). i ordered a korean rice cake and it came with kimchi at the side. then we were brought for cendol and i like the jelly in the cendol!
yesterday i finished the anime 'kaichou wa maid-sama'. i... really... SUPER LOVED IT!!! i really am so into shoujo manga! i need to find more otaku!! i reaally wish i was Misaki-chan!!! she is so cute and so tough and the best part is she has Usui waiting on her hand and foot. so many times he risked his life and body to protect her!! ahhh!!! he's even more perfect than Kei from special A. but his identity is such a secret though! like why doesnt he have parents and live alone? thing is he always protects her and he's tough too so i really like them together.
i woke at 10am this morning and my parents had packed breakfasts for me and my sister.
i had roti and sissy had noodles. its the pan mee noodles from the shop she likes but they have been open less regularly recently. so it was shocking that she got it today. turns out that it was their last day selling the noodles. the owner has a health issue with her back so she cant make them anymore. we have been their regular customers for more than 10 years. we follow them every time they move shops and now theyre no more. what else is no more is my terrapin Lego. i returned to kampar this afternoon to find lego not moving. sembo is doing fine if you guys wanna know. i was so upset. what happened to it?! it was doing fine and stuff but then it stopped moving and its head and limps were just so elongated and not in it's shell in the slightest. it was so sad. why lego?
im not getting another terrapin, sembo has to deal with his loss.
also next week im making a really big  purchase so stay tunes for that!
reminder guys, that 18th is fathers day so make sure you are prepared! goodnight

Special A and other updates

hey everyone! it is 11.09 am and i have been awake for about 5 hours now. yes. five. i slept really late yesterday probably cause i woke at noon but i also wanted to leave a nice surprise for my sister in the morning. i got my dad to buy me a scented candle from bath and body works for her. i wanted a lemon or vanilla scented one but my dad got something better. its called eucalyptus rain and it smells like a natural forest. cool isnt it?! i left it next to her bag last night cause it was too dark to see whats on her table!
yesterday i completed a new anime called Special A. its about this special group of rich and smart students who have their own problems like the rest of the world. of course theres a a poor girl and a rich guy who is always watching out for her. i watched the first two episodes only to realise that the story line is exactly the same as Boys Over Flowers(that superb korean drama). i can name a few 1) there is a poor girl who has a rich guy who likes and protects her 2)his parents are trying to disband his group of friends 3)he sacrifices himself as in obeys his parent's wishes and go overseas just so they wont mess with the girl he wants to protect 4)she gets kidnapped at one point and he comes to save her.
so you've watched one, youve watched them all. there you have it!
last night before i slept i had and epiphany and it was an amazing one. i cant tell anyone about it though. i normally would but i have learnt something from that loren cunningham book i mentioned about a few posts ago. he said that you shouldnt tell people what God showed you without his permission and i dont want to risk anything because i did not get permission.
also i wanted to end this post on a thankful note.
i am thankful for my amazing parents who let me try anything i wanted to try. it wanst easy but thanks to my really cool parents i got to try the piano, ballet, art, taekwondo and drums. thanks you guys! i love you, great i will have my lunch now. maybe when i get back i will make a post about special A