happy 2020!!

hullooo you gorgeous people!! this will be my first post of the year 2020 so i'll be wishing yall a happy new year a little bit late. HAPPY NEW YEAR. 😇
2019 went by pretty quick but thats okay cause ill be looking positively forward toward the future. i didnt do much to celebrate the new year but i did have a sushi party and a pizza party and it was super. i didnt do a post for the whole month of December last year but that was because i was so intensely busy. i had finals and family stories happening. i wont talk about it much but i will say good news is that everyone's fine and healthy now👏. that month was a really big month of maturing for me. i had to study for finals, do so much traveling by train on my own and it was also the first time i drove to KL on the highway. i also had the least contact with family at this point. everyone was going through something so i had to take care of myself, my meals, making sure i eat veggies, stay hydrated and also financing all my groceries and travel costs. im thankful that i was able to be there for everyone as well as maintain my own health.

a new semester will start about a week from now and im looking forward to my new classes. this holiday has been a quiet one. i didnt go on any trips but im enjoying spending time with my mantao. im always going to remember how blessed i am to have him. driving me places, encouraging me when i feel like a potato and taking care of me when i dont feel well. this year was the first time in my life that i spent christmas on my own. i was sick with an ear infection and the antibiotics didnt help until the last dose. i felt cold, dizzy and i couldnt eat. when the headache was too much to bear, my mantao called at just the right moment and i felt better once we talked. the day after christmas he came to find me all the way from a trip he was on.

my safety 💓

right now my mantao and i are resting up as much as we can before the rush of the new sem kicks in. we're playing a bunch of computer games and ive come to like it maybe a bit too much. there are a few games that i wanna write so much about but i think i'll save that to make a whole post about it. i like cute, farming games and the one that im playing all day right now is Stardew Valley. it is the most fast paced farming game ever and its so much fun. i tried playing the mantao's favourite game, Overwatch, a couple nights back and there was so much yelling involved. it was fun to finally try it out but i dunno if i can play it on a regular basis. 

other than gaming we have also unofficially adopted 2 stray cats. these cats were hungry and they made too much noise around the house so we decided to feed them- George and Georgina. Georgina is actually a preggo cat so we're reading up on how to care for her and the kittens. we feed them twice a day and play with them when they start screeching for attention. there are more stary cats around and as much as we would like to feed them too, our resources are limited and we dont wanna make our cats jelly. 

i havent made any new years resolutions but i wanna make sure that this year i will pay more attention to my health. physical and mental health alike. also i promised someone that this year i would start tracking my finances haha. i will chose to move forward in the year with happiness and love. 

time to say goodnight. see you later alligator.